so here i go after my morning coffee to tinkle in the ladies room. . . after im done im washig my hands and im looking in the bathroom mirror and idk what got into me but im like "
DAMN SISTA!" i've really put on those pounds . . .my button down shirt doesn't even sway above my hips anymore ! seriously. . . i HAVE HAD IT. I REFUSE TO BE SELF CONCIOUS FOR YET ANOTHER SUMMER. . . ! LIKE WTF. . . Starting right now, im cutting all this bullshit. All these damn philly cheese steak sandwiches for lunch at work, and downing a whole bag of cheddar cheese quaker rice cakes at work just because theyre yummy ! and nomore late night fatty foods at the fritura spot. . .or late night trips to get cachapas in washington heights! IM SETTING A GOAL FOR MYSELF. . BY AUGUST 1st i wanna have lost at LEAST 10 Pounds. . maybe more who knows. . and to prove that i really had it im baring the most dreaded part of my body. . . MY STOMACH!
This is so not like myself. . i feel so uncomfortable about the way my stomach looks i feel like i had 2 babys already ! Its my fault for not putting a stop to it a couple years back when the yoyo started rolling i would loose alot then gain even more back loose alot gain some more back loose a little gain a little back. . . it's aggravating already i dont wanna be the lil cute chubby girl with the cute face and the fat ass ! nuh uh. SE ACABO ! by the end of summer im going to look and feel amazing, im making a promise to my body and my heart .
grrr and u cant see it in the pic but i actually have some light few stretchmarks on my stomach wich is what i hate THE MOST ! but those wont go away ! i got them when i was about 13 and my body started changing alot , out of the blue! i cried for the whole summer that year about it!
you can see my chichos (jelly rolls) starting to layer ! ohhhhhhh no ! im not gonna be like that girl that cuddnt fit through the railings out the bus stop the other day !
IM GONNA DO IT! IM NOT GONNA TRY BECAUSE THAT ALWAYS FAILS ! BUT I AM GONNA LOOSE THE WEIGHT !